I’ve gotta go back to that college ministry I went to at the beginning of the semester. I feel like I’ve gotten enough understanding built up to not be a jerk, and I want to see it for what it is instead of what scares me. I still have a lot of friends there. And honestly, I need to trust God to make this right. I don’t know if I will stay, but I’d like to make an effort to just be nice. And apart from that, I so don’t care about if they want me there or like me or any of it. If God is there, I want to be to.